Journal

February 8 2016 Monday

I just bought the package for her, I’ll send her some flowers and a balloon, the balloon is really funny, it’s a heart with a face and a huge smile with two arms which are wide open like if it wants a hug. The flowers are supposed to be with thorns, it makes like a more poetic message. She can’t know that I sent the flowers, she will get nervous, or angry, or I don’t know, she is not open minded on that theme, she told it to me.

February 10 2016 Wednesday

I’m very nervous, I don’t know if change the receiver, may be… to… no, no, it’s an awful idea to do that, ok… relax, everything is going to be ok.

February 11 2016 Thursday

I can’t talk to her anymore, I get really nervous only by seeing her, I think she is suspecting about something, she is starting to be short with me, she doesn’t answer my messages, I’m very nervous, she’ll receive the flowers tomorrow.

February 12 2016 Friday

Ok… she received the flowers ten minutes ago, I havn’t seen her, she told me about the balloon and she was very happy, I was relieved. But the flowers, there was a note that said “let me know more about you” I don’t know if she suspects but… I’ll keep the secret, no one knows this, so, there is no problem, may be… the feeling will pass. I don’t know, let’s wait and see what happens.

-Andrés Rodríguez Rico